I’m so happy <3 I can legitimately say that now. I’m still rather low on money but that’ll work itself out soon. Just a little hard work and wiser decisions. So it’s not a big deal.
But everything else in my life is petty fantastic. I mean.. I’m getting a lot of hours at work, and I’m getting a second job. So a lot of my free time will be taken up which I’m perfectly fine with, I like being busy. My social life is just where I want it to be and now that my friends have finally joined me in the legal drinking age, it opens up many more possibilities~! and my dear love life is… fantastic.
Its been like what, 3 weeks since I last updated this thing? 2? I dunno. A lot has happened since then, so much so that I can’t really remember all of it but thats fine.
One night I went to NYC with Jon. That was cool. He took me to Central Park and it was fucking awesome, even though it was raining but whatever. I love NYC regardless of the weather. We tried to find the statue of Balto and Alice in Wonderland but… unfortunately we can’t read maps very well… so that went nowhere u_u; we ate at the Hard Rock Café and it was so cool! Bought a shirt too. we didnt get back to CT until maybe 4:30am so I slept over his apartment, and left the next day around 12 or 1.
Then… work work work… saw the Wolverine movie. I adore Gambit <3 and Ive fallen in love with Hugh Jackman. And, speaking of which, I think Ive got a thing for… older men. Cuz I would love to devour Hugh Jackman and Andy Samberg. Google em if you dunno em
Oh! And Ryan Reynolds was in the movie too! THAT was a surprise, and I never realized how attractive he really is.
So apparently theyre making a movie on Deadpool, which is pretty cool too. But didnt he end up disfigured because of his regeneration/healing ability? Iuno. Don’t quite remember. Also, I think there should be a Gambit movie. Kyle agrees, but he doesnt think that the actor who played our dearest Remy (Taylor Kitsch) is a well enough actor to pull a movie where he’s the main feature.I happen to disagree and think they should give him a chance. I mean Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson did great and they were virtually unknown to some extent… but I do look forward to that <3
I hung out with Lauren Ed and Dano that same day that Kyle and I saw wolverine (L, D and E were there too). Dano and I rocked out on Rockband for a while. Also played CoD4. I didnt win but I only lost by a couple of kills each time, and Im surprised at how well I actually did in CoD4.
Dano has BB guns, and seeing as I have a fascination with Guns now, and I know bbs arent the same thing, but we went out to the front yard and he let me shoot off a couple of his guns and it was just… so much fun… he invited me to a game hes having on Sunday but unfortunately I have to work so I cant go
Hmm. Just this friday, Lauren, Ed, Dano, Dustin, Kyle, Michael and I all went to see Star Trek! I didnt really want to go because I was never much of a trekky but I must say… I fucken loved that movie. After that, we went bowling! I did terrible, like out of the ordinary terrible but it was all good.
After that, I went to kyle’s and he told me that on saturday they were having family over for his sisters (Shelly) 21st birthday and to be wary of the fact that many relatives would be there. He knows I get rather skittish around parents but I decided to take a chance and brave the family the next morning. So I slept over and spent the entire day there even after Kyle left for work. It turns out his family is not only very welcoming but very nice and they seemed to like me very much especially his mother and his mom’s best friend Alicia. They insisted I eat, because theyve never even seen me eat a bite in the entire year that theyve known me. Theyre convinced I simply dont eat!
I met Kyle’s brother. Hes a little cutie. Hes deaf and he has some other disabilities but I dont know what they are. Hes a sweetheart nonetheless. I learned how to ’say’ my name in sign language too. They asked me what I liked to do, Kyle said I liked to draw, so they associated drawing and my name with that so its like.. the motion of drawing signifying my name and stuff. Its pretty cool.
His sister was nice too, so was her best friend Jackie and Shelly’s boyfriend Pete. He just recently bought an xbox and CoD:WaW. Once he found out that I play CoD, we started talking about it and everything. It was really cool. We played Zombies together and it turns out hes incredibly good. He added Kyle and I ton XBL. He plays mostly during the day though so hopefully we can play together at some point.
Kyle left for work around 3:40 and I stuck around till 8pm~ was nice. I love being there. Oh! oh oh oh. His Mom came up to me, we talked a lot actually today, and she came to me at one point and shes like “You wanna know what Kyle told me when he first met you?” so Im like.. all shy about it and fearing for my life. But she was all smiles and told me that he told her I was the perfect girl, that Im his other half and that we have a lot in common… and that Im great in bed. SOOOO… when she says that, I start blushing and when she mentions the sex Im like as red as my complexion could possibly get. u_u; but she said its a good thing and that kyle tells her everything so. not to be surprised. lol.
Havent talked to Luis much. I mean last week he IMed me 5 days in a row right after I got off of work. The second my away message came down on aim he was IMing me saying welcome home and Im like… he fucken stalking me now? So stupid. And then hed s tart talking and Im just like… I dont care… and he clearly doesnt care what I have to say. So if he doesnt care and I dont care, where do we get? Nowhere. But he hasnt IMed me in like 3 days and Im perfectly fine with that.
And Ive changed! Ive stopped thinking about all the negativeness in my life. Im not wondering why Im being used or lied to or played and that stuff only happened when Luis was in my life. I mean when I finally stopped to think about it… I’m the only girlfriend Luis has ever had, that has been faithful to him. And if THAT isn’t good enough for him on top of everything else Ive done for him… then why do I bother? Exactly. I shouldn’t. So, I don’t care if he’s sleeping with a 15 year old girl and lying to half the world about it. I don’t care if he ends up with a gf. As long as he’s out of my life, doing his own thing and pays my mother back… I’m all set.
Besides. I have my baby, and I love him to death <3 I’m definitely in love with him and I cant believe he’s put up with my crap for this long… but it can only get better.
Lets see.. tomorrow I have work. Another floorset u_u; Oh!
I forgot. Everett slept over sometime last week. It was like a saturday or something. He needed a place to stay and didn’t want to sleep at his parents. He lives in Boston so yeah. He slept over and told me that he broke up with his gf. Whom, may I remind you, was also underage (16 {what is it with guys I know and dating girls that aren’t even of legal age? Is pre-pubescent really that attractive?}). Im not sure why he decided to tell me, and then this was when he wanted to hang out with me and go to dinner with me. I dunno. It was weird. I figured he wanted something ‘else’ with me. But whatever.
But yeah o_o; uhm. iuno what else to talk about. But Lauren, Kyle, Dano and I all got summer bowling passes at the bowling alley so… that means lots of bowling this summer~! <3
I suck but hopefully Ill get better this summer.
Hm.. yeah.. babbling now… sooo Im out!