[297] Never Again

“I Have company.”

“Youre not welcomed.”

“Respect that.”

[296] Blow out the candles, baby

Happy Birthday.

[295] Its been a while

Been a while since theres been an actual update, huh~?  

Theres plenty to update on but its been so long that I dont quite remember much.

I have been spending time with Luis. We hang out every so often, we play CoD 5 together online all the time with Jen and Jon, tons of fun. Ive become friends with Trish as well, so whenever I’m over in T-Town we talk a lot and whenever shes upset or needs to talk she calls me~ 

Im glad Luis and I can finally be friends. Its taken long enough, and of course I still love him but I’d rather have him as something rather than nothing, right? We have our rocky roads every once in a while. Hes still kind of protective of me and we still argue sometimes like we used to about silly things but we’re learning to deal with each other in different ways. And of course, since Ive changed so much its a lot easier to not fight about certain things or to talk things out. Everything Ive wanted Luis to see, hes seeing it now and I think he appreciates me a lot more now, though we’re still purely just friends.. and who knows.. maybe things wiill change. Afterall, we have the same last names for a reason, just like he said years ago.

But all jokes aside~ Ive been hanging out with Kyle too. He’s kind of been spoiling me. He lets me come over and sleep over whenever I want to, and he bought me a game for my DS already (oh yeah, I got a DS did I ever mention that in my previous posts? I wanted the all black but settled for the Red with Black… I dislike that its not all red…). and dinner… he also bought me a new belt, an actual wallet and not a stupid girly clutch..hate those things…. and earrings that same day he had me try on a couple skirts from Hot Topic. They didnt have any smalls though but he said Id fit fine in a XS…how he knew I have no idea cuz it was a complete surprise to me that they actually fit. Sooo… I bought them u_u but unfortunately when I got home one of the skirts still had a sensor on them and i couldnt figure out how to take them off… so just the other day I went back to get it off, bought a CD and a pair of converse and the guy that took the sensor off for me filled out an entire frequent buyer card for free for me cuz of it~ awesomeness.

Last night I went over to visit Trish and Luis. I was supposed to go earlier in the day so I could go to the YGO tourney with Luis at the card shop but I had to go to the mall and find out if i could exchange my phone cuz its been all crummy lately… its been beeping whenever I have a phone call so I figured it was broken. When Luis got home, he laced my COnverse for me and Rob let me borrow Pokemon Pearl for my DS! After that around 9 we went to the card shop again for poker night, since apparently Howie keeps asking for me every weekend lol

I actually played last night, and although Luis and I didnt do well.. its not because I was a bad player… least, thats what I was told. I kept getting phenomenal hands but the flops were just plain terrible… but they were proud of me and want me to play next time ^-^!

Luis and I had been drinking a bit cuz they have free beers and food there. Beer does nothing for me though but Luis was feeling a lil buzzed after about 6 of them so when we got home, although he was acting foolish and comical he was really tired and went to bed almost right away.

He said something really sweet to me though and for some reason I couldnt help but cry, but he doesnt know that. Its completely irrelevant to anything, and he didnt say anything wrong. It was just about how we first met and h hates when I get hit on. When we first met he said that I didnt need to do anything to catch my attention, that he noticed me from the very moment he first saw me and that killed me. I couldnt stop blushing and then i was crying~ after that I left right away. I felt kind of awkward and I was afraid that if I had stayed any longer I would’ve tried to kiss him or something.

Today mom was gonna bring my a kitty but ti was rainging and I was supposed to have work at 5 but it was cancelled cuz everyone was sick. but anyways, its a cute kitty. Hes about less than a year old but hes not fully black like I wanted… he resembles my Moms other cat Sapphire a lot… she sent me a pic;

she said hes kind of dirty cuz he is an outside cat, a stray, and he smells like hes been sleeping under cars but regardless he’s a cutie~ Ill just have to give him a bath… I just hope to god he doesnt have leukemia.. I cant handle that a 3rd time. Mom was initially going to give it to Luis but LuLu has a cat and its a girl…and she isnt fixed… but maybe later on~ he isnt opposed to the idea of Mrlot having kittens, its just that they have 5 pugs over there lol 

Hmmm what else~ Jen and I are going to be getting a Helix Piercing soon. Possibly Tuesday evening or maybe wednesday or thursday between her classes. She refuses to go without me, which I think is so cute and cool lol I was going to get it alone and just join her on hers but she said shed prefer if we went together and got it..at the same time which is fine, thats cool. But… Im not sure I want JUST a helix. I kinda want my navel pierced and I REALLY want a labret or cyberbite… but I dont think I can have facial piercing for work u_u navel piercing I could get now, and Kyle would enjoy that a lot Im sure, but I wanna work my stomach out a bit. its flat already, I just want it more toned that way its at like peak-sexiness. haha~

And Im also working on another tattoo thats going to go on my ankle.. like a label. Once I get it, Ill post a pic but until then no speaky about it

Im watchin the red carpet right now, and the only reason Im watching it is because Robert Pattinson is supposed to be giving an award out tonight.

Oh! And randomly, Luis says “Cubone-bone-bone-bone” for me every time I ask him to and he has since high school cuz hes so cute and I was wondering if I could find a cubone in pokemon pearl… He didnt think I could, and neither did this random guy at the card shop cuz he has pokemon pearl… but I found out where I can get him thing is I cant do it yet.. I have to get the national pokedex first or something… u_u

But yeah! Random. I cant think of anything else to write about at the moment. But to sum it all up Ive been rather good.

[294] Answer is No, you didnt and no you dont.

Title has to do with he song. ‘No you never listened,or care what Im going/went through and no you dont care.’ basically.

Still dont feel like updating. Theres a lot of stuff piling up on me right now regarding emotions and thoughts and situations. Yes Luis is involved. But hes not the only one. Another video, again by the Veronicas. Has anyone else made the connection that the last 3 songs Ive posted are like. Luis related? Cuz they are. These last two though, oh lord. Spot on.

My Mic broke for XboX. I dont really know how, I didn’t do anything, literally, did nothing but pick it up and it went to shit. So no CoD till I buy another one. Which will be tomorrow afternoon when I go to the mall. So yeah. Anyways. Music;

Lyrics Below

[293] Everything Im not

There is sooooo much for me to update on from Luis to Kyle to god knows what. But I actually dont feel like doing it at the moment (I have like 3 weeks worth of activities to update on… so yeah.). So instead! Ill leave you with a video and lyrics! I’ve started liking The Veronicas. Well actually just two songs. And a song from ATHF. lol. But anywho!

Lyrics below

[292] Even a little pain is precious…

OLIVIA – A Little Pain

Lyrics below.

[291] Hey Jessica.

I wonder if you continue to visit my blog to see if Im messing around with Luis.

Maybe you should get one of these …

If he talks to me, Im not saying he is, but if he does, GET OVER IT. A promise is null and void once you break up. Stop being a selfish bitch and GET OVER IT and move on. Theres no reason for you to be reading my blog, right? No. There isnt. I realize its public, but youre only reading it to find things to start shit with.

Again; *Get over it. Have a nice fucking day.

Love Always, Contessa.

 

 

*Sound familiar, bitch?