[299] Keeps gettin better~ (i feel Ive already used this title before)
My blog has been so uneventful and cryptic lately, hasnt it?
Well. A lot has happened, some stuff I dont feel like putting in here, others I may later on, and the stuff after that I… don’t actually remember. lol.
Luis and I still talk and hang out and of course we argue like we always have. Still rather ridiculous. But things are shaping up.
Kyle and I had an…issue… but its been put behind us now and he still loves me and forgives me for it~ we actually hung out today; slept over last night, had lunch today and went to Wild Side. Just got home from that.
Was talking to someone last night, I dont wanna give a name. But Ive known this person for just as long as Ive known my HS friends. I use to really like this person but decided not to because at the time I was sort of with Luis. I found out that this person liked me at the time…but neither one of us knew which is really rather disappointing because I could have had something really good with them… and this person agrees as well. Actually, it seemed that he was more into me than I was into him and its rather amazing, he was telling me all sorts of things last night.
Im really happy about that. Im single now, and I still care for this person. Im not sure I like them the same way but I still care and I always have. He and I have always had this weird relationship, almost like we were either best friends or brother and sister because we would be mean to each other in a tease kinda way but still be really nice. Like… hed make fun of me for being horrible at math and make me feel bad about it, but he would still help me with tests and homework. Hed give me feedback on things I did after jokingly telling me that I suck or have no talent. It was really weird, but whenever we talked our conversations were so great. We had a weird way of making the other feel better without even trying.
And now it all makes sense… hes coming home around mid april, so Im gonna hang out with him then. I dont think it’ll be a date. Just hanging out, thats all I need.. and if something happens… if we still have something there.. who knows. Besides, what have I got to lose? He’s the better half afterall.
Hehe. So. Jessica doesnt come around here anymore, I guess she finally decided to stop being a stalker. Luis doesnt talk to her either and he doesnt want to. Only to pay her back and thats all, otherwise he wants nothing to do with her. Kinda funny. Lil sad cuz he shouldnt owe her a damn thing but shes a bitch so whatever. Not my problem.
I got a helix piercing today! It was a spur of the moment thing. I mean, I know Ive been planing to get one for a while but I was supposed to go with Jen. But when I was with Kyle I suddenly really wanted one and got it. I have a tendency to want to do changes to myself physically hence the tattoo and me chopping my hair off. Im still gonna go with jen to get one, it’ll just be a different piercing. Haven’t decided what though. The Industrial is driving me crazy… I hate it but I think I kinda like it too… I dunno.
But yeah. THe piercing process itself… I had a little mini freakout beforehand but once I got int here I was okay.I felt like I was in a weird doctors office… he used an itty bitty needle and sterilized it of course and cleaned my ear with… I forgot what. I laid down, he told me to take a deep breathe, pushed the needle in, and before he pushed it out he told me to exhale and then he pushed it through. Going IN it didnt hurt, coming out I could feel it but… I have sensitive hearing, I hear about as good as a dog (no joke) so I could hear the needle pushing through and thats what I was reacting to. The pain itself wasnt a big deal. It was less than that of a bee sting. Once it was through he pulled the earring through, cleaned the area, set the ball and I was done. It took less than a minute.
Maintaining it is gonna be a bitch though. I have to clean it with soap like 3 time s a day soak it in salt water and stuff.Theres more to it but I dont quite remember but I have a paper that says everything. The only things Im worried about are.. its on my right ear and I sleep on my right side, and when I do my hair I use the blow dryer, Im wondering if the heat will effect it at all… it should take about 4 months maybe less to heal but it could possibly even take a year.. however I am a quick healer so who knows? I cant wait to start buying new earrings for it though, Im gonna go nuts lol Il be getting a naval piercing too~! But that wont come till later. Way later. I gotta start designing my tattoos too. Ive got soooo many ideas u_u;;
I have work tonight at 7-2am. Floortset. Jen gets home around 5:30 and we’re gonna play Nazi Zombies. We found a way to get up to the higher levels easycakes, so thats exciting. Last night we got to lvl 22, it was great. Never have I seen our scores go so high. We may try it again today and do way better 
I made cupcakes with Trish the other day~! They came out so good Im running out though… but Jen and I are gonna make cupcakes together too so it’ll be okay. We’re also trying to plan a huge birthday thing for us all since our birthdays are relatively close; I start it off on APril 1st and then that entire month I know ppl who have birthdays. Amandas is the 28, Cowdreys’ is the 29th (those two may be the other way around Im not 100% sure) and Jens is the (I almost said 1st but thats my half sister on my fathers side O_o;;;) 4th of May and she knows people with birthdays after that too. We’re thinking maybe Casino or something. Luis suggested we call got o Atlantic City since theres a beach and casinos there and its also in Jen’s favorite state. I wasnt aware hed be included but hey may as well celebrate his birthday the right way too. Though I did spend the day with him, but the day after not the day of. His birthday sucked, he made it better by hanging out with me the next, or so he says. This could be fun~ <3
Its fricken cold as fuck in my apartment… wth.
